Sunday, October 19, 2014

ruinedchildhood:

Me when financial aid calls about repaying my student loans

(Source: cinyma)

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satsunon:

when you wait for the beat to drop before you start throwing snacks at people


I.
five sets of two hands, fingers spread wide
my best friend lying next to me squeaks out
“never have I ever masturbated”
a chortle and a shrug between the boys as they flick down their obligatory fingers
and I can’t help but feel a twinge in my stomach as my pinky follows suit
the silence in the room is thick and grey and suddenly sliced by
“…really?”
yes really.
have you ever experienced fun?

II.
I pull away a hair caught in my scarlet lipstick
in my reflection I see my table mate from english class
behind me she blinks twice and scoffs
“who are you trying to impress?”
the bathroom door is closed behind her before I can ask
the last time she did something to impress herself.

III.
before a trip to the mall
one of my friends spends two hours
perfecting her bronzer
and choosing the perfect pair of shoes
the other rubs in dry shampoo
and is out the door in less than five minutes
they are two of the most beautiful girls I’ve ever seen.

IV.
my father calls me beautiful through a mouthful of popcorn
as I pour a glass of milk to accompany my now third piece of leftover birthday cake
he plants a kiss on my cheek and I grin as I wipe it away.

V.
she asks me what to do to start loving herself
and I send her away to my full length mirror
and demand to only speak to her
when she’s found something to adore
the way I did with my knobby knees
and tiger-striped hips
and big square teeth
fifteen minutes go by
and she finally points to the freckles on her nose
splits into a grin
the one that makes everyone weak in the knees
and I watch the lightbulb go off above her head
as she realizes
it’s never been her job to hate her body

VI.
i tell my sister she looks cute today
and the look on her boyfriend’s face
when she blurts out “damn right I do!”
is priceless.

VII.
I used to worry that I’d never find someone who loved me at all
and now my biggest fear
is finding someone who can adore me as much as I’ve come to.

seven thoughts on self love that came to me before I got my driver’s license (llb)

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suckmyphallus:

spicybutthole:

thneedz:

milesjai:

This track here is not a song, nor a tune. It is a sound. A sound compiled by satanists in the early 12th century to open a door to hell to willingly given their souls to Lucifer. A sound used in 13th centure Europe during Excorisms to open the gates of hell in order to send the demon within someone back to its origins. This track is a danger to play for when it opens the gates of hell, it allows demons to enter wherever you are. Play at your own risk!!! There are certain “safe” zone where this track will not play at all and these zones are usually holy places such as churches where demons would not dare to lurk.

Truly horrifying.

OK ONE DAY IM GOING TO WORK UP THR COURAGE TO LISTEN TO THIS

should i play it I’m honestly scared

>people that are too scared to play it

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Saturday, October 18, 2014

First tournament today! Two of our novices placed. My coach graded papers wearing a coat, scarf, & gloves. Waiting in commons. And our crazy team picture. Being president of this team makes me so happy. Working on my cases tonight. I love this activity way too much.

all-day-some-nights:

letitrainasunnyday:

first-sight-of-the-fun:

nateruesssmile:

all-day-some-nights:

Sam’s daughter Lola Means, his sister Katie Means and Lola’s uncle Nate :)  Can’t take the cuteness!!!

oh my god sam’s tweet about visiting nate here we go this is it I don’t even know how to explain how this makes me feel

I can’t handle “Uncle Nate”

HAS ANYONE ELSE FUCKING REALIZED THAT THE WALL ON THE LEFT LOOKS LIKE THE COVER FOR DOG PROBLEMS I CAN’T DEAL 

Thats Sam’s office! I want that wall so freaking bad!!!!

all-day-some-nights:

letitrainasunnyday:

first-sight-of-the-fun:

nateruesssmile:

all-day-some-nights:

Sam’s daughter Lola Means, his sister Katie Means and Lola’s uncle Nate :)
Can’t take the cuteness!!!

oh my god sam’s tweet about visiting nate here we go this is it I don’t even know how to explain how this makes me feel

I can’t handle “Uncle Nate”

HAS ANYONE ELSE FUCKING REALIZED THAT THE WALL ON THE LEFT LOOKS LIKE THE COVER FOR DOG PROBLEMS I CAN’T DEAL 

Thats Sam’s office! I want that wall so freaking bad!!!!